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I have finally found the connection between the song "A Favor House Atlantic" and the series! BTW its one of the Co&Ca songs that I love very much… can relate to the lyrics… well, i’m going through a phase.

oh yeah, for the kids who don’t know what this is all about, its a comic-project of Claudio Sanchez of Coheed and Cambria. ya know, the frontman and guitarist who sounds like a chick? you get the picture…

all that I have to do now is get me more money to purchase "The Amory Wars" artbook. and that means the dreaded: summer job. I really don’t have the time to look for artbooks at fullybooked. I draw the line on online auctions; once you bet on a clean copy, they give you something not-so-worth your money…

I don’t just look bad ass because I’ve got my parent’s money… I’m bad ass because I know how to earn myself cool stuff!

Me such a ge3k sometimes… but its worth it than just finding out that you don’t know how to think by yourself! I mean, this comic makes the people who read it think twice about the lyrics and, yes kids, the story.

and kids, don’t try making wrong connections of the song at home. read something about a reference towards a school shooting or something. dunno about that, I’m quite morbid, but not that apathetic nowadays (thanks to that super-helping of Oolong tea, caffeine and a power bar!)

now I’m just hyper!!!

I wish I could feel like I’m not human… sounds impossible.

Okay, so I wish I were wide open and people would appreciate all that space for no simpler reason than existing…

that sounded awful. let’s try again…

had the sudden urge - and rage to boot! - to talk about the AnB = Asawa ng Bayan thing again. I know some of the people I know (most acquaintances) don’t approve of the newfound friends I have… then again, they haven’t been okay on a more personal level.

Hell, they never got there.

why Asawa ng Bayan?

It’s that thing I go through whenever I feel insecure about myself. then again, I’ve always been strange… oh look, a kitty!

back to melancholy mode.

some people just have the nerve to broadcast their own cause for social / personal degradation - and be PROUD of it. There are just some people who CAN do most things that I can’t do, and if I were in their place, I would be so ashamed…

for what they did to others AND themselves.

and for the record - not only did they hurt others in general, but also their environment as well (think about all those gossip-hungry mouths that might just spread the word that YOU have the GERMS)…

If I did what they had done to their lives, I would have been double the disgrace I already am to the family that I am trying my best to continue to love.

perhaps hurting themselves and acting impulsively on another level of insanity…

but it just doesn’t seem right that they think they are gaining something about the wrong things they do. I’m sure I’m off that stage in life - I’m still living under a rock, though - but that’s what I can say from this point of view.

ASAWA NG BAYAN : always OPEN 24/7… come and get it boizz!

and trust me, this isn’t the first time it happened…

Currently bought myself a limited edition P!ATD album… sent reviews to fueled by ramen… and added them to my purevolume account. and I could not belive someone could ever get a theme album so perfect…

in other news…

kakayanin ko kaya ang ’style’ ng Paramore? baka kapusin ang boses ko… but then again, I prefer screaming over singing.

nalilito, nalilito… nahihilo ang tao. dami masyadong inaalala…

at napakaraming ala-ala na narito parin sa aking ulo.

hindi kaya masiraan ako ng bait nito?

but then I’m already crazy. WEIRD crazy. enough ‘but then again’s. I need to make myself more useful. There’s always the fridge and there’s no one in the kitchen right now. Hell, there’s no one home but me…

and they are right: the world is fueled by ramen.